;DDD

2007-11-04T04:05:00.000-08:00

I know you people envy me . HAHAHA !

So maybe hunks & beautys ,

count how many roses there are . LOL

Hello , people . I have alot of pictures , it's just that I didn't bother to post them up ! :D

So yea , just stay tune on my pictures luhhhh .

Was a very last minute to go Cinileisure yesterday,

so yea. Reach Cini at around 7 plus went to Takashimaya to take cake with winnie &co.

After that I was taking the cake all along ! HAHAHA !

So went to Cheers & bought condom . Orange flavour , sucks like hell.

Rolfs , So uh-huh. Design Winnie cake , & craps.

So suppose to meet D , in the end jiaxin become some lazy bum & sit at cini for fucking hours.

So yea , around 12 plus I was getting to go crazy already.

I'm feeling of watching movie. So no kind souls wanted to watch !

No money , or not is going home & bullshits luhhh.

So x.Jess & co left me alone at Cini from 1 to 3 plus .

No luh, they went cuppage so A & co , i slacked with them .

After that around 3.15 ? We went up to see movie, no movie .

We go to Level 9 , again no movie . ROARH .

Wanted to play Dota ! But L O L , it's not I dont know how to play !

It's they're too pro to let me play with them !

Hahaha , there's a question mark guy kept disturbing me ,

finally jiaxin say something & shot him like hell . HAHAHAHA

I was saying ' At least I know how to play billard & you dont .'

A & co was like , wow jiaxin siol . HAHAHA !

Than Z.X called me that they'll be coming to Cini .

Zzz, so when they reach i've went off.

Around 4 right ? yea , A sent me home . :D

Than was like when we're inside the cab , A said ' X.J lei ! '

So we scroll down the screen , sadly they cant see us . HAHAHAHA .

So yea, we went home & sleeep . :D

& here I am to blog !

Was watching youtube with R .

So fucking shiok , theire dancing like so , mother fuck.

Especially my blog song which make youtube popular so much !

Awww, i'm lovin' it . HAHAHAHA !

Bought 4D today , pray that I win some cash mans . :D

So ya ! I'm working tmr .

Arttica here I'm coming ! :D

i'm going with A or SS ? Not sure , let's see man . :D
Oh ya , whoever knows how to dance Hardstyle or Shuffle teach me ! ):

I wanna learn , I wanna learn , & you'll be my Shifu ! :D
Okay , bye people . Loves .

Oh ya ! I receive a very very stun phone from ***** .

Cant imagine he even called me ! But somehow I'm happy .

So yea , I know I'll see you somedays down the road again . (:

&& oh oh , I regret something so much .

I treated ***** like shit on March . HAHAHAH !

Okay , let bygones be bygones . (:

Bye people , take care of yourself . :D

Somehow sometimes when i'm stress & when I cried ,

I dont know why , I'll pick up my phone & dial your number,

& it'll always turn to be that the phone is busy .

I'll wait for you , Ice brother !

& when you're out of RTC , i'll send you home again .

Exactly like what i've done previously . (;

Love you, ice brother !

2007-11-01T22:25:00.001-07:00

I'll go beyond the limit .
Just you wait & see .

2007-11-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

It'll be so beautiful , than I expect .

Hello , hunks & beauty ! :D

I'm blogging for the second time ! Cooool dey.

Thanks G for accompanying me at work yesterday !

Oh ya , & sorry too dey !

Went to bed at 2.30 ! & guess what time i woke up ?

Woke at 10 + !

So went to bathe & straight away to jail .

Reach home around 1 , & went to sleep . =/

woke up around 4.30 !

Oh ya ! I dream that I've got a phone ! HAHAHA !

What a nice dream. but it wont happen in reality.

if it is , i've pick up 2 new phone this year lei !

HAHAHAH . okay , so went to jail to visit my uncle.

zzzz, like usualy la dey , after that went eat alittle so went back home.

Oh ya ! tmr i'm working , visit me la dey ,

this few days i dont know why i'm feeling so cold.

I think i'm sick . ): .

How how ! Someone save me please .

Okay ! I wanna watch movie, someone bring me go please .

:DDDDDDDDD

Bye people ! I love my PSP !

2007-11-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

Helllllo ! I changed my blog song again ! (:
&&& I tell you people something , my song video is awesome !
Dance till so hot la dey !~.
Okay , see you guys on Saturday at Cinileisure ! (:

2007-10-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hello , hunks & pretty .
I'm back . :DDDD
Tommorrow I'll be working !
It seems my life been no life dey ,
Dad's birthday is coming . :D
Mwahhhhhhhh , I think I'm finding a bf soon already
sis & her bf , bro & his gf , I alone meh !
ahahah . actually its a not bad thing . :D
Cause I dont need to foot the bill !
Duh , my boss is going oversea ~
He say he'll buy me chocolates ! SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
Winks , i've chocolate again ! (:
Oh , bye . I'm going to accompany my psp already .
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES . :DDD

2007-10-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

I HATE JLWJ !

He bully me . ):

Bully me since i'm sec 1 .

shit hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim

2007-10-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

There's four jiaxin for you to love ,

which one do you want ? (:

Oh ya , before I start the post , I've changed my blog song !

& somehow I love it . :D

Weird Monday .

Helloooooooooooo ! :D

Yesterday was working , like half dead .

Boss saw me & he even ask ' are you okay ? pattern like sick '.

LOL ! So many people thinks i'm sick duh .

Like S.M , Kai , Derrick , Esther , & so many more .

Zzzz , I think I'm gonna kill myself soooon .

Went down to find B for dont know how many times . =/

Asked if he eat already , & we went to buy things eat & drink .

So he drop me to my work place & see i'm peacefully sitting down .

Donno every hour I'll run down & look for him .

Oh ya !B broke up with his girlfriend already .

Hiak hiak hiak , dont anyhow duh jiaxin . LOLS .

So was working too . totally no mood la dey ~

Went home with SM .

Something happen ! LOL !

Was walking down the staircase ,

So there's this two guys saying ' oie , cb la . later ppl bf at there than you know '.

I was a little shock . lols .

That guy with full of tattoo approach me .

&& B face change . :D

That guy is named Eddie . Wow , cooool .

Not the police Eddie for your info ! (:

So they asked for my number & blah blah . Bullshits.

So B sent me home sweet home .

Okay , I'm ending now .

I wanna call B to fetch lunch to my house .

:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

It seems friends are much more important than me .

You can go out with them , talk the hell out .

& when with me ? is totally what the fuck .

& fucking hell jiaxin is afraid of this stuff .

& I think jiaxin is going to be a lesbian sooon .

Someone save me !

Like B or A ! :DDDD

But I think , I'll love Tan more .

Nono ! A is much more better !

HAHAHAH . You people wont know what I'm trying to say .

2007-10-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

Deyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

Went Singtel Club yesterday ,

Kidda alright , & I saw Max !

He's playing the songs too .

Talked to him behind the stage before leaving ,

suppose to go home with Apple ,

but went to find my kor .

Something happen & stay .

Was feeling so tired throughout the night ,

drinking Redbull even cant help .

Around 6+ left , C.L accompany to take a cab home.

Gonna work tommorrow , hiaks hiaks hiaks .

Oh ya ! Thanks hao for your lighting stick ball ! :DDD

2007-10-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

Help me ! I'm laughing until crazy in front of the computer .
There's this guy , who work at KTV . I know him for 2 years already .
Just that we seldom talk , so one fine day , we saw each other on the streets .
So we talked on MSN . Been a sot plug guy like him ,
talk alot of funny things & causes jiaxin to laugh .
So that guy asked for my number ,
So next time I go to his KTV is free of charge ! coooooooooool.
Okay , so I give him my number , 999 . (:
Cooool . so he gave me his number , 995 .
Okay , that's not the point .
Due to donno whats lack of him , he gave me his number .
Stating ' I donno this person number is hor hor hor ~ '.
& I donno why , im laughing like shit . =x
Okay , I donno what I'm posting ,
figure it slowly . :D
I think somedays I'll be going to his KTV .
Wow , coooool . Alright , take care !(:
Oh oh , yesterday happen something funny .
The tatoo shop uncle , actually he aint old at all .
I was seeing clothes , while the uncle is outside ,
than dumb apple shout ' ben dannnnnnnnnn . '
The uncle thought apple was calling him .
So the uncle use a very fierce tone ' who are you saying ar ? '
Apple tio stun , & she point me .
Than the uncle even more angry . Why ?
Cause that uncle very dote on me de ma .
Everytime will come to my shop & treat me eat . -_-
So the uncle got even more angry .
& the uncle say ' fuck you , nb . dont let me hear you call her ben dan ' .
LOL ! . I was stun . LOL . So I chilled down the uncle & went to work .
HAHAHAHA . I'm lame , i donno wad im posting .
I love to sleep , I love PSP . & I love ilsowntaniejuih . :D

2007-10-25T04:17:00.000-07:00

Stop making my life worst , you mother fucker .
Stop messaging me .
Stop PMing me in MSN .
Stop asking this & that .
Stop asking me to let the issue off .
&& I TELL YOU ! THE FUCKING ISSUE IS BETWEEN YOU & HIM .
I DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING .
Stop acting like you know me so well ,
Stop calling me until like I'm so ark ka liao with you .
STOP IT !

2007-10-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU !

I HATE YOU!

& hey , darling . Do you know how much I hate you ?
stop giving me the eyes like I've done anything wrong .
Stop giving me the sense that you're saying sorry to me .
Stop it , i'm getting enough of it .
And seriously , just now after school I feel like ,
shouting to you & tell you to go out with me .
Somehow , i'm so stress over my position at my class .
38/39 ? Damn fuck . even if its like that ,
if i've gotten top 20 , all the things we once said wont happen again.
Right ? damn damn damn .
Shit it siol . In the end , rushed home after school.
Took a cab , queen suppose to come my house .
In the end didn't , in order to save time .
Took my paper & off to Singapore Poly .
That blah blah blah guy was laughing like his business.
I was laughing like , lol .
couldn't tahan , somemore that girl , i donno her name .
Was laughing also . In the i also laugh . -_-
Was bored , saw Yolanda draw ' someone fucking ' .
Then I also draw someone fucking in the paper too .
zzzzzz. totally lame . -_- .
Went to show to others & let them see , they say it's nice !
why ? cause shottttttttttt . lol . -_-
Went home with Ferlyn .
Talk sense to her , I hope it fucking wake her up .
zzzz, im starting to be sensible more & more .
No more truancy , no more rude , no more fooling around .
Like what ms lau says ,' put yourself in other shoes ,
the world aint yours . learning to let someone love is better than loving someone . '
Somehow , slowly i'll pick up things .
2008 will be a better off day for me !
2007 ? just plaining dozing my life off .
2006 ? Fooling around , cheating others feelings . LOLS .
& I tell you wad , i'll slowly get what I want .

Somehow I thought of smoking in front of you ,

I know you wont care right ?

You'll just tell them , aiya .

Jiaxin forever wont change . Pattern same one .

Correct ? I know even you didn't tell me .

& I tell you , ***e come talk to me ,

you'll auto fuckup . & then end up you'll be bros again .

I just hope things are fine between you guys . (:

I miss last yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaar ! ):

At least I can see your result ,

At least you'll take my bag , & i'll take yours .

At least you'll call me to buck up .

At least we'll go KBOX & sing .

& I tell you wad , i've never ever forgotten you still .

Oh , shit you , jiaxin !

I hate myselffffffffff . Never mind ,

you people wont understand what I'm trying to do .

Oh ya , I hope CS is fine . (:

I hope he wont die in the next two weeks .

Better take care of your health ,

getting brain cancer aint a good thing at all .

Remember , take care of yourself .

The rest is up to you . (:

There's nothing more ,

I could bring you back .

You aint mine anymore ,

Neither im yours .

& you yourself know ,

I need you ,

I miss you ,

I love you .

2007-10-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

I love my Givenchy perfum ! :D

Hey , bear that in mind ,

you're the one who have lost me .

2007-10-24T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hey , sweeethearts ! I'm in sucha good mood right now !
I guess I'm going to turn into a pig soon , why ?
This two days I've been at home ,
vomiting , lying on sofa for sharp 24 hours without leaving !
Cooool man ! Was watching show , & playing psp this two days . :D
Today just started playing psp luhhhh .
Cause sister & her boyfriend came back with psp . :D
& went back to malaysia , so lame . LOL
Okay , Saturday will be getting result .
Not sure whether can promote or not.
Okay , didn't went work today, cause no key . zzzz !
Kidda feeling more & more lazy this days ,
I hope I gotten sack , why ?
It's so boring over there ! =/
Okay , I'm going to watch ' Her dreams , Her Terms ' .
Blah , just now mom called and say , take in shoes in .
Gonna rain soon .
I nearly fall off the window . LOL
How I hope this Earth doesn't have gravity .
So I can fly about . Oh ya ! I dont think I'm going Redbar .
Kidda dont feel like dancing . LOLS .
Maybe Saturday my mind will be filled with dance !
Oh yea , people . See you at Underground ! :D
Oh ya , asshole . I'm not saying you ,
Dont make me cry on Saturday .
If not everyone gonna blame you for that . (:
Okay , post again when I've the mood to take pictures . :D
Love you , babbbbbbby !

2007-10-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

A every guy envy , A every girl love .

Hello , darlinnnnnnnnnnnng !

Oh oh , I'm so bored now .

Just came back from work .

Was shivering like hell currently .

Cause I've just got out from bathroom & my room temperature is so cold.

Much more , it's rainning at my house !

Mwuah . Around donno what time , the so called brother came to my shop.

Talk awhile , & he **** *** !

Wow wow wow , so excited can !

LOLS . When you hate someone , you'll eventually know all her stuffs .

Am I right ? :DDDD

Hahahah ! Totally scares me . LOL

Anyway , after that went home with S.M .

I told her all the fucking things that happen to the past .

Which Hao called me to tell her.

Thanks to her , all of us gone already .

But I tell you something which totally fucking will brighten up my rest life.

Hao can find ALoysius PML !

Wow , finally siol . :D

So yea , this friday !

Just wait , this friday I bet everything will go back to the past .

( If there's no more fight going on ).

& I'm totally looking forward to Friday !

Love you man , ! (:

2007-10-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

IT'S LIMITLESS AGE PARTY AT SINGTEL CLUB !

Mwahhhh ! Hello , earthlings .
I'm starting to love my life nowadays . WHY ?
This 24th I'm going Redbar with my lovely cousin cum sister ! (:
With with my darling spider.
This time I know I'll kanna bua by spider only .
So , no worries . :D
&& 27th its underground@singtel club !
I'm going with Apple !
Muahhh. I'm really loving my days nowadays .
LOLS. & 29 I'm going boat quay with Spider to drink !
Oh , how great it is .
But I know baby gonna scold me for sure . ):
Gotten scolded by him cause I bloody woke up at 5 plus !
Somemore I'm suppose to accompany him & his dad out .
Sigh sigh sigh . Okay , luckily baby understands . :DDD
Okay , so today was rotting all the way .
I'm watching DVDS . ! Those pirated one . -_-
Watched The Red Shoes , Love Ghost & The Rutal River .
It's M18 ! lol . Kidda a very nice show .
Laughs. Was watching alone at home , ownself entertainment . :D
Okay , tommorw I'm working .
No school ! why ? It's promotion day !
Okay , 25th i'm going for some talk .
Been busy nowadays already .
Dad went to sign up courses for me . :D
It's baby favourites.
He's like saying , It's good to sign up courses .
Blah , forget it . Oh yes people !
I recomment you people to go SingtelClub . !
Why ? Cause there's no limits in age !
So coool can ! So guys , come down okay ! (:
Okay, gonna bathe with baby .
His nagging already , love you ! (:

2007-10-20T12:50:00.000-07:00

Fuck you , fucker.

Hi , handsome & hunks .

I just got back home from DXO .

Not fun at all . Roarh .

Dance with kidda alot of people .

But I love dancing with Douglas & Apple ! :DD

Muahahah. Okay , thanks Jiaying for lending me her EZ-link !

Oh , fuck.

While I was dancing alone with strangers , as i run away from apple & co.

A few sot plugs people came & dance with me .

Was kidda alright actually .

CB , think they gotten high & fucking kissed me . LOL

Sua sua sua . Was dancing with apple , we went to the middle dancefloor for the third time ,

With err. I dont know that guy name .

But I know him. He was like , holding me hand ,

& say ' come dance with me ! (: '

It was like , okay . (:

Dance for fucking half an hour with him.

Totally like mad . Perspiring like shit . LOLS

So I went out to drink .

Was like , crowded .

Than a guy came & hug me & bong bong bong !

CB , I was like ' Who are you ? '

Than he at there bong bong bong .

Get my meaning like bong bong bong ?

I tell you , is like someone fucking you .

Lol , he was like touching me from top to bottom ,

like that sua. Somemore come fucking fucked me . LOL

Cb , I didn't do anything actually.

LOLS . Its a party , & we shouldn't ruin it , right ? :DD
Then there was kidda alot of guys , was like asking are you jiaxin ?

Can dance with you ?

Bunch of sot plugs. LOL

I told darling about it ,

He say he's jealous .

& i'm fucking happy .. why ?

Cause it means he care. LOL.

Wad a lame thing.

But seriously , I love clubbing with Douglas.

He's a guy , from the couscilling previously with me . :D

Saw him dancing , fucking good i tell you .

He was like asking ' where's spider ?'

& i've totally turn off.

LOLS . Yes yes , i miss spider can can !

I think i'll be going to redbar on wednesday.

It's ladies night ! (:

But i'm not sure my darling let me go or not.

Cause he's so unhappy that today i'm gotten bua & all sort of nons.

Roarh. Totally saddened. I hope he lets me go . :D

Okay , DXO is seriously so small . ):
I hate it , I totally hate it !

Blah , forget it .

Then when going off , cb . Another guy come again & dance with me .

Fuck it siol.

Roarh . I love dancing with Douglas & Apple ! :DDD

2007-10-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

I'm just here to spam my blog alittle .

Hurhur. I didn't went school today , & I didn't pon.

English & chinese I did very well .

& I'm totally pleased with my results.

Except Math & science . Totally just like shit.

It's okay , at least I did my best . :D

I got my pay yesterday , & I already shop like hell .

Forget it , I like this pharse said by lovely shortie ,

" if people want snatch from you , dont give up , snatch back . "

I like it somehow .

But alot of people PM saying that it's very vuglar.

Forget it , night people .loveees

2007-10-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hello loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
It's like I very long didn't post my pictures already right ? :DDD
Okay , some others days , i think .
Wait till my hair comes ! Getting alittle excited.
Muahahah. I've been doing nothing this days.
Work , study , exam & help my mummy with furnitures.
Hahah . :D . I'm a good child . LOL . -_-
Daddy birthday is coming , winks.
I think my sis & boyfriend not coming back . ):
So I think I'll bring my family to , Crystal Jade or maybe the restarant that I eat since small.
Dont need waste alot of money somemore ! =x .
Hahah. Just now went down with dad to buy some hangers & stuffs.
Hahah. & that guy who works down my house say wad ' his your dad ?! then dad & him talking cantonese ' .
Blah blah blah , I know how to hear alittle.
Cause I seldom go out with my dad cause my dad always work work work.
)))):
Than , errrrr. That guy is like saying ' you both same pattern de . '
LOL . WHy ?! Cause my dad & I walk pattern say de.
Hand keep swing swing one ~ . Somemore dad & I work like will fall . =x
Hahah. Abit spoiles my image . :DDD
But , i dont know why so many people says dad & I looks the same . ):
& we have kao tao . ): . But somehow I like . :DDD
But something i dont like is that my dad & my eyes are not good.
So a little afraid that I need to do surgery when I gets older.
Cause my eye degree is like , 315 per eye . ):
Total is 600+ you know ! ):
Bud nvm , I think when I gets older , scientist will be very ' fa da ' . (:
Okay , byeeeeeeee . I gonna help my parents . :DDD
Oh ya , thanks xiao si who accompanying me shopping yesterday ! :DDD
I like all the tops & bag that I bought ! Wink wink .
Take care , lovelies. mwuahhhhhhhhhh.

I could smell vinegar coming from her. :DDD

2007-10-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello , short asses . :D

Hahahah . Something I've been thinking this days.

That girl is so fucking jealous at me . LOL .

Cause , he keep text msg me & he didn't like her .

Hahahah ! What a funny joke . =x

I still remember , err. he went fetch me from work .

She's like ' Why didn't he fetch me ! '

Hahaha . evil laughs. Lols .

I'm not so bad luh . :DDD .

Hurhur . Oh ya , I wanna find a malay boyfriend !

Why ?! Cause quite a number of my customers is malays .

Cause malays is much more ' i donno how to say ' than chinese guys .

&& malays is much more steady .

Why ? A few times there's chinese girls who want shades , they just say ' i want ' to their malay boyfriend , they'll buy .

&& malay is much more rich . Malays is much more steady .

Lols . blah , dont care me . I'm just spounting nonsense . :D

I told my mummy that I wanna maryy malay guy ?

She's like ' fuck you ! ' .

Damnit . LOLS . Anyway , just talking craps . :DDD
I'm going taka tmr ~ . For my wallet & stuffs .

My mummy just gave me money , I reject .

Why ? Cause I got work , can eat ownself . :D

Somemore must be independent !

Hurhur . Oh ya , saturday i'm going work .

Free come & find me guys , loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee bia* . :DDDD

2007-10-08T10:18:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to me . ;D
Oh thanks for all the presents you people gave .
&& there''s so much surprises this time round .
Like the usual year , I was always celebrating alone .
Nothing special about it .
I wonder next year celebration how will it be ?
Oh , i'm going pub tomorrow with Derrick & co.
WHich is my lovely spider . :DDDDDDDDDDD
& while I was count downing my birthday ,
Shortie say happy birthday to me . :D
Oh well , I receive alot of messages from darlings , ex boy friend , & stuffs.
I really didn't expect to receive it at all .
What really touches me is the book , roses , cake , surprises , card , perfume.
& this things , totally touches my heart .
Seriously , the way you just suddenly appear .
The book that is filled with my pictures , your pictures & our pictures.
The 12 roses with a cute teddy bear in it .
The cake which have my funny face on it .
The card which have all of your wishings & post card of mine .
The perfume which smells so sweeeeeeeeeeet ,
how you expect me not to fall for you ?
Or maybe , it's like been so long since we're together .
Obstacles between us has been so much .
The way I throw all my temper at you , the way I treated you like fuck.
Oh , thanks . really , darling .
& I finally realise , why i chose to be single rather than attach.
But somehow , our situation is totally like me & him .
We're fated to know each other well , but it seems we couldn't be with each other .
I love the way you talk to me ,
I love the way you told me to reach home early .
& helloo , have you ever think of future ?
Maybe , we're still young . & it's in the age of that you're playing .
Oh , forget it .
But , hello darling ,,,, have you ever wonder what I wish for ?
It might be that i'll find him .
But deep down inside , dont you think it's not actually this way ?
I've been finding him for two years plus .
Its not long & not short . How many times I've waited for him at batok ?
How many times i've waited for him at 117 ?
Totally so much times , & eventually i had already given up.
I'm tired of finding him , & when I saw Ah hao online ,
You know what I said ? i just shot to the point of asking ' you know where he was ? '
& surprsingly , he didn't even contact ah hao anymore.
& i'm wondering , has he depart the world ?
Has he gone from bad to worse ?
Has he gone more & more taller ?
There's always so many question in my mind .
but yet i've always shutting up my mouth .
But somehow , i've a feeling . He had gone oversea ,
& I totally wish him good luck .
& every night , i'll be waiting for him to call my house.
Hundreds of time , none was him ,. I'm totally heart broken .
I'm totally confuse in what you & I was thinking .
I wanted to have a boyfriend , but how perfect could he be ?
Just as perfect as Aloysius PML ?
I totally hope so , & i've been regretting .
Knowing plaza people , going bugis . going town , having friendster .
Or maybe , if i haven landed up this way , Aloysius & I could be still together .
Somehow , that guy at Bugis look so alike Aloysius .
& whenever I have time or while i'm working ,
I'll go & take a loook at him .
He totally resembles him so much .
The way they walk , the way they talk , totally the same.
But somehow , I realise it wasn't Aloysius . It's ' _____ ' ,
& i've been accepting the fact . (:
Oh well , lovely spider . THanks for everything , you're always a very important person to me .
Thanks mummy for your money & errr. ;D
Thanks for giving birth to me !
LASTING , THANKS MY PARENTS .
I TOTALLY LOVE THEMMMMMMMMM !

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

2007-10-07T23:46:00.000-07:00

Oh , hello again .
Someone wanna bring me to Zoo & Safari ! :DD
Hohohos. I'm so fortunate . :DDD
OH YES ! I SCORE 52 OVER 80 FOR MY CHINESE PAPER.
CONGRAT ME . LOL . (;

Anyway , i think i'm going for a tongue split . :DDD
But dont think i will have the courage to do it . LOL LOL LOL .
split until like snakeeeeeeeeee . wooohoos ~

It ain't mine , right from the start

2007-10-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

Helllo , darlinggggggggggggggg .
Oh , please say i'm clever . :D
My computer was like broke down afew days ago by my fucking bro.
But today , i was like so fuck up .
I went to fix the computer .
NO NO NO ! I click the firewall thingy , & tadah ! :D
Oh , I sucess ! I settled my internet & here i am to blog !
Fri went to boat quay with jess & co,
Its a very last min thingy .
Cal you imagine i'm wearing a flip flop down ?!
Totally arghhhhhs.
Heck care . :D . Than sat went town with jess & co.
Totally bored.
Sunday went ,,,, err . plaza . :D
With my dearest spider . :DDD
Went to buy books for english .
Last min revision . LOL . ;x
Heck care . :D . This friday I might go oversea . :D
With darling darling spiderrrrrr.
Oh , i cant wait man .
Mummy say that buy camera oversea ? =/
Blah . anyway she give me money also . :DDD
Hurhur, alright . tmr is my birthday !
Finally luh luh luh . !
Mummy gotten a scolding from me , why ?
I told her , ' mummy , tmr my birthday le lei ! how how ? :D '
she is like ' confirm your birthday bo ?! '
awww , ownself pop me out also dont remember , heart pain man ! ):
But anyway , i got presents .~
I receive a big big roses from my darling spiderrrrrrrrr.
12 roses with 1 bear ! :DDD
Hahah . okay , like i say luh luh luh.
The thing already lost jiu lost le , no point finding it back .
correct , jess ?:DDD
blah , this days i dont know is sway or wad siol . ):
Always so many people come to me & &%^%#^$ .
OKay , forget it . take care people . love loves . :DD

If it has been so easy from the start ....

2007-10-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

Oh , hello people .
Congratulate me man . I hope tmr I'm not gonna gotten kick out of school .
I didn't went school again today . Totally like mother fuck.
Pray that tmr when parents came to visit principal everything will be fine for me.
If not i'll be like , studying at private school ?
Roarh, from 9 AM to 4 PM you know !
Even its like normal school time luh .
Dont know , studying private I also dont know most of the people.
Why the fuck did I deserve all this fucking things man ?
Oh oh , maybe i'll be working ?
But what can I work ? shit man.
Roarh , even in the future , cleaner also need O' level cert . LOL .
That's what darling have told me.
It's like , just didn't went school only .
Need to make a fuse about it meh ?
Ablah , wadever . Quit jiu quit . I just dont want my bro to follow me & my sister step..
Arghhhhs , & it means that I only have PSLE cert . ROAR .
PSLE cert can do wad fuck ?
Totally devastated . I just need to pass my English ,
& mother hell get at least 60 marks , I can take IED course ,
My future is save . LOL . Blah , totally stress .
So many things has been occuring . LOL LOL LOL .
I'm like always got things trobling me one la ~. LAME .
lol. && if I gotten kicked out , I confirm take parang & whack that guy .
LOL . blah , i'm totally stress . HOWHOW ?!
1 more week to exam , I just wanna buck up on my bloody English .
&& i know teacher will help me to pass .
The problem only lies with HER .
Oh oh , how i wish i can have a gun & shoot her .
LOL , nahs , shoot her my future really gone . LOL.
But nvm , i'll score well .
&& damn take this exam seriously .
I wont fail , never will fail . (((: .
I need himmmmmmmmmmm to help me .
I need someone to revise all my subjects , especially ENGLISH !
Its like , only history , art , chinese , & CME I'll pass .
All also not related one ~ . totally stress . ROARH ROARH .
I neeeeeeeeeeeeed him ! ):

I neeeeeeeed my lovely spider .

& most importantly I need losniiehuwanjti .):

Go figure out who he is .

2007-09-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

Okay , people . His my prince !
LOL LOL LOL ! Dont misunderstand.
hahah. I know him just today ,
&& his wearing the whole white.
White shirt , white pants , white belt , white shoes .
Cooooool man ! hahah.
While i today wear , black top , black pants , black shoes & black belt .
Hahah, i realise he like wearing like a prince ,
So i called him prince Linken . :D
He's name is so nice man , Linken linken .
Okay , tmr i'm working .
Prince is finding me tmr ! ((((:
Sucha nice guy of him.

2007-09-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

I'm lazyye to blog , let pictures do the talking.

I've been working & working .

All the best to me mans .

2007-09-26T21:45:00.000-07:00

Okay , still have picture to upload .

But i'm lazy . Going work soon , think open the shop later ba .

WInks, ehhh .

Yesterday went work , finally he talked to me . LOL

Cause i wanna buy bermudas for my brother wad .

Lols . ehhhh , didn't sell alot also .

Cause abit tired , no customers also .

Only friend walk past & so .

Blah , 9.30 i close shop le . winks.

Than went to see him . LOL . Hurhur . :DDD

Ehhh, after that took a cab home.

While waiting , i saw a guy damn fucking yandao . heh hehs.

He came to talk to me . below is the conversation . :D

_____: Hey , you're waiting for cab ?

Jiaxin : Yeap .

_____: Oh , is this Bugis ?

Jiaxin : Ya , why ?

_____: Oh , no luh . You're working here ?

Jiaxin : Yeap yeap . (:

_____: How come here have so many gangster de ?

Jiaxin : I dont know , dont see me this way . I friendly de .

_____: Could see . :D . Anyway , where you study ?

Jiaxin : Err , outram . :D

____ : The school in the hill ?

Jiaxin : Yessssss ! :D

_____: I having training at your school de lei !

Jiaxin : AHHHHH?! ARE YOU SURE !

_____: How come suddenly react so kua zhang ? yes yes , sureee !

Jiaxin : oh , no luh . So qiao . (:

_____: (: . Cab's here , jump up . I sent you to your destination than i went off to panjang . :D

Jiaxin : Oh , okay . thanks . (:

The conversation damn stupid oneee.

LOl . But , he very tanned . His skin niceeeee.

Yup , so at my house there ,

Went to meet a dumbest person in the world . x;

Named Derrrrrrrrrrick . :D

Okay , than while walking to meet him ,

I saw senior ! :D . So happy luh !

Cause today work went find him , but he didn't work . Saddened.

Than saw him . I pose a pose around 10 meter away from him.

I twist & act cute & walk .

Soon his bus came , & i off to meet darlingggggg . :D

Than went home , play comp .

Than study . Roar , tired luh.

Okay , i'm off to work . free come find me , peeps !

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-09-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

Heyloooo , loveeeeeeee .

My sister is going malaysia with her boyfriend already . x)

Yeahsssssss ! From now on , I rule my house le .

Muahahah . LOL lol lol . -_-

&& currently I'm watching dvd with my sister . :DD

The show is named , 999 ?

LOL , I dont know. A horror movie from Thailand .

Okay , forget it .

Wed , thus & sat I'm working.

COngrat me . :D .

I hope my pay gets higher & higher .

LOL . Dont wanna blog too much,

& I tell you something.

I think the DVD is .................. LOl.

=x . DOnt wanna say , later all of you anyhow think ehhhhhhh.

Guess it correct guys ! :D
Take care , loveeeeeeeees.

Hey , pretty boy.

I misss you . :D

2007-09-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

2007-09-23T01:42:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! :DDD
Phewwwwws , thanks god everything has turn out nicely .

Okay , alot things has been happening to me , & i'm totally devatated.

ROAR . Oh yes peopl ! Yesterday I'm working .

Nahs , tues , thurs will be my working day .

& I picked up a course for dancing .

I've been so busy le luh . ):

Its like every mon & wed i'm going for dance !

I really can jump off the building .

&& I'm still working at options !

ROAR . Cause like , I work for options another two times ,

I can get my pay alreadyyyyy.

My life is like ,,,,, busy busy busyyyyyy .

But i like going bugis to workkkkkkk ! (:

Lols , oh yes , yesterday i'm so puctual to close the shop .((;

& I went off with that red hair jie jieeee . :D

No luh , i donno her . But she work near my place ,

Than I always call her ' hong tou fa jie jie .' which means red hair jie jie . (:

&& she's really very nice . Even though she's a ah lian . LOL .

Anyway , sometimes when i'm working alone , i'll make the effort to go to her shoop & ask her ,

Have you eaten ? LOL . I think i've been a little lame la .

HAHAAH . Oh yes people , congrat me . LOL

I'm not spiking my hair anymore .

&& seriosuly , I saw those girls while spikes hair totally disgust me . LOL .

they're like , donno how to spike . LOl .

No offence anyway , just hope that you people do a good job . (:

&&& I'm going to sleep , take care people .

Loveeeeeeeeees .

Hello hello , pretty boy .

& I love after work to see your face . :D

2007-09-19T07:50:00.001-07:00

I WANNA RUN HOME . lol .
EWWWWWWWWWW YUCKKKKKKS.
BLAH BLAH BLAH .
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU .
lol . i wanna run home . ):
whose gonna take me in ? =x

2007-09-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

What kind of guy you are in mens eye ?

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory.You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally.You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path.In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward.
Your fortune:
There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others.You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces.You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong.You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person
Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it
Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.
Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Okay , i've no mood to blog .
& i think this quiz is kidda true.
LOL , tke care . loveeeeeee

2007-09-17T00:45:00.001-07:00

Hello hello ! Some people has been asking what I want for my birthday .
So yes , I'll state it hereeeeeee ! :DDD

1. Red slim cybershot camera .

2. Ipod nano ( I dropped it into the sea . )

3. Black coloured PSP . ( I dropped inside toilet bowl . LOL )

4. 12 roses plus 1 teddy bear in it .

5. clothes clothes clothes !

6. ballonnnnnnns . :DDD

7. i'll be great if you treat me eat ! :DD

8. okay , lastly he will celebrate with me .

&& , i know it wont happen laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Mummy says she's buying me PSP && Ipod . :D
Winks , ehhhhh , i think when i get my pay ,
I'll be buying camera .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME . ;DDDDDDDDDDDD
( & hello , you know i wont let you celebrate with me .) (:
& please , stop lying to your brothers .
Just tell them the fact how i've been treating youuuuuuu.

2007-09-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

The love that lies between .
Hey , darlings . I just posted my small pictures.
Its mostly taken on Japan . :DD
&& oh ohhhhh , stop laughing or commenting my pictures . :x
Only can say i'm cute . LOL
Anyway , those pictures is like taken 15 years ago . :D
Muahahh. Takcare people , loveeeeeeeeeeeees . (:

2007-09-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Hey , loveeeeeeee .
Later night i'll upload my small pictures .
COme back later okay ! Love.
Oh ya , rain rain go away .
I'm going NTUC with my mummy .
Aint I am a good girl . ? Winks.

2007-09-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

The Journey Seems So Long ....

Hey loveeeeee , I'm so boreeed . ):
Blah,, so many things comes up my mind suddenly .
Roar, why why why ?
Somebody help me please . ):

2007-09-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Helllo people ! :DDD
Congrat me please , I've found a great job ! :D
The guy named Calvin , whom is my work friend treats me upper good .
Hohos. He didn't bully me at all . x)
&& he & his friend . Whom sell eats , treated me eat . (:
Yummy yummy . & I reached the place like , 2.30 ?
He wrote I reach at 2 . (:
Oh ya , & I was on the way to buy drink ,
Think those people who hangs ard Jurong came to take my no.
& I straight away reject . (: . & I msg jerrold that they took my no . LOL
Okay , forget it . & they 1 whole group came to my shop.
It was like , WTFFFF . Forget it , I told my work friend , calvin . (:
He helped me . Cause the group was coming in & take my no.
& Calvin shout : ' Jiaxin , go inside pack the clothes , ( & he winks) '.
Then when I'm behind , he came & say . ' Dont need pack , tmr call others & pack can le ' .
I was like , okayyyyyy. (: .
Oh well , forget this part , so boliao also.
Jacky baby came & find me . :D
& he give me chocolates . Muahahahs . :D
Forget it , than there's this two guys .
The first I serve , & they bought a total of 500 bucks . :DDD
SO happppy luh ! Cause They bought more than 500 bucks you know !
Geees, than around 6 plus ? I'm shivering like hell .
I told calvin , & im shivering .
So he went to take a new piece of jacket let me wear . :D
Cooooooooooool . & it cost 198 bucks ! ):
I think I wanna buy that jacket . Its so coooooooooooool .
Okay , before work , I went to take my contact lens .
I totally love it . IT ROCKS MANS ! :DDDDDDDD
Okay , finish work . . Jerrold came & meet me .
He treated me eat ! :DDDD
OKay , eat finish , took a cab to Jerrold house .
cause he wanna change pants . -_- .
Okay , His dog is soooooooooo cute . x)
Muahahah. than we take a cab to my house than he went off to aliens place . LOL
Thats wad he told me ! =x .
Okay , my small boss is like , only 18 years old !
&& his so yandao siol ! Really yandao .
& he treated me eat . :D
Muahahah. Actually his sending me home , but sadly i rejected .
Cause meeting Jerrold ma ! =x
Okay, today i'm writing a bit random .
Like no tail & head . LOLS
Okay , forget it . I'm so happy that i've found this work .
Cause they treats me so well . :D
Oh ya , remember that group take my no one ?
Jerrold replied me saying ' dont care them la . They must know who's who one . '
Funny siol . =x . Nevermind ,
Currently i'm like having headache & fever plus sore throat . :(
Sigh , nvm . I'm not working today also ..
I'm going Vivo with darling spideeeeeeeeeeeeer .
His back ! & I love him so much . xD

Oh yes , below is the conversation held by Amk options ppl , me & calvin . :D
Jiaxin : Wa, you like very busy hor ? Always talk on phone one ~ .
Just than , phone rings .
Calvin : You pick up the phone , say I busy .
Jiaxin : Orh , okay .
( pick up the phone )
Jiaxin : hello ? (:
Amk : Are you Jiaxin ?
Jiaxin : Ya , why ?
Amk : No la , I called to hear your voice . Marina there de shop says you're friendly & cute .
Jiaxin : Ah ??? Oh , okay . Anything else ?
Amk : Oh , no la . Just call to make friend with you & hear your voice. Call Calvin to hear the phone , thanks .
Mean while , I give a face to Calvin .
Jiaxin : why why ?! Why you call me to take the phone ? ): . * embarass .*

If you're over there , you'll laugh until you peng .=x
Cause me reaction is , oh my gooooooooooooooood.
LOl . & dont you know jiaxin dont like to talk to strangers ?
cause mummy once told me when i'm small ,
No talking to strangers . (:
Okay , i'm a bit lame .
Takecare people , free will post up the pictures . :D
Especially I take with my small boss .
So yandaooooooooooo !=x

2007-09-13T01:19:00.000-07:00

Heyloooooo , loveeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Today I'm like , down of luck . Totally down . ROARH .
Today doesn't have assembly , so needa went back class to read .
Hehs hehs , first period is DNT ! x)
&& I like the teacher , he totally treats me damn well . [;
Heard people say he clubs ?! lols , I dont know .
hahah , he's like , so good to me luh . :D
Okay, && after the lesson was recess . Today we're eating like , super many .
LOL ,. Gonna get a diet alreadyyyyyyyyyy,
Laughs. Ehhh, I was quite sleepy for other classes ?
Think so , last period was , english lesson . (:
& the teacher treats me damn well tooooooo .
&& I think she knows what happen to me .
She kept telling me ' Life is always full of ups & down . '
&& blah blah blah , telling me alot of logic . ):
&& my oral pass ! :D . CONGRAT ME PLEASE .
Muahaahah, after schoool saw , VIONA CHAN ! (:
& we walked out together . & saw ,,,, tooooooooooot . HER !
Okay, for get it . & I went home myself !
NONO ! I walked to s11 , gilynna went home .
So I walked alone back home .
On the way down the hill , guess wad i stepped !
ITS NOT SHIT . IT'S WORST THAN SHIT !
I step tills pray things? ! Its like , mother fuck .
Cause I was talking , & i didn't look down ,
& when i just stepped , pq say ' CAREFUL ! GOT PRAY THING ! '
I was like , damnnnnnnnnn . how how ?!
I quickly pray pray , say ' sorry sorry , its accident . ); . didn't mean it , sorrry ! '
Roarh , & I went home , I tell daddy about it ?!
He was like , WTF de reaction . gotten abit scolding from him .
Cause he dont like I step until those things .
Daddy called me to pray , cause my house like , got 13 god ? -_-
Blah , than pray liao , daddy call me go down buy those prayers things to give those ' people ' .
Followed his orders nor . ):
Blah , skip this part , back to alone going alone .
I'm so proud i went home alone .(:
Say i'm strong please . (: .
Okay. I'm going to meet judy to cut my damn hair .
So long luh , I dont like . ): . Ehhhhh ,
Please ppl , pray that i'm safe tmr .
Working ehhhhhhhhhh . ):
Roarhs , i hate him , TOTALLY HATEEEEE HIM ! (:
&& i'm gonna sign ooffffffffff.
Cause my mummy bringing me out . :DD
Going , errrr. Ikea ? (: . Cause she wanna buy donno wad shit .
LOL . okay, take care people . LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEES

2007-09-12T03:15:00.000-07:00

The pretty snake of yours . :D

Crocodile = JIAXIN ! =D

& this is the hotel at oversea . (:

The bells been ringing for quite long , baby .

Hey , pretty love . I've been missing you so much , so much tills I dont even remembered when I started to fall for you . I've been missing you , missing tills I lied to the whole world & myself . I've been crying so much each and every night , cried tills I've no more tears to cry anymore . And hey darling , you've been enjoying all this while , & I'm still standing right here . Everyone been calling me a fool , for not continuing my life . I've been rejecting people all around , I've been playing others heart . & I seriously dont even know what I'm trying to do next .

I've been missing you calling me to school ,

I've been missing you calling me in the middle of the night ,

I've been missing you calling me to be careful with acid ,

I've been missing you calling me to reach home early ,

I've been missing you calling me to send ue a good night message when I'm beside you ,

I've been missing you calling me to eat together after school ,

I've been missing you calling me to eat as much as I can even when I'm full ,

I've been missing all the places we went ,

I've been missing that smile of yours ,

I've been missing KBOX with you ,

I've been missing your singing ,

I've been missing running all around for you ,

I've been missing sending you home ,

I've been missing all the weird stuffs we does,

I've been missing your care ,

I've been missing your love .

Cause baby , I totally miss you so much . & all the things I could do , was wishing you & her happily . You once said before , ' if this time round , wadever fuck you're trying to do makes no sense , gone means gone . ' && I've been thinking this question for so long ...

So long till I dont even realise what i've done wrong , & I realise , I'm not the one whom is at fault , its you baby . Everybody could see how much I've change , how much I've sacrifice for you . And every tears & blood I've caused just for you seems that you doesn't feel it at all . It seems that it's like , a kind of game for you . You've once asked me , what's love ? & I replied , ' It's all a game . (: ' . You said it wasn't , & I didn't believe . While till now , I still believe its a game . I serious envy those girls around me whom is in love , so envy them . They're like , so beautiful . There's people said : ' People whom are in love is always the most beautiful . ' & I totally agreed . They're like , walking also got wind . LOL . & now , I've been knocked out so easily . So easily that I couldn't even imagine I'm so weak . So easily that I'm totally nuts . Sis & co has been telling me that he's totally not worth it . & I didn't even dared to hear you sing about the concert in school that day , & I know , you will do a very good job , & its like wad I've expected . (: . I felt happy for you somehow . I still remembered , lingg said ' he got in to the final .' I was acting a very very happy reactiion . Royston & co. was stunned about my reaction too . I know if I were to hear your singing , proberly I'll be at there crying . But , my dear loveeee. I'll never cry for you , maybe its just saying , who knows deep down inside my heart , its been hurting so much ? I'm seriously tired of smiling in front of them , how I wish I could say out all the stuffs & kept kpkb-ing at them . But I know I wouldn't , cause its not them whom is at fault , neither it was you . Sigh, I really wish someone would be there for me , spider ? His just wad a good brother I have . (: . I'm really tired of some things , & now i'm working to drag my time off . I dont wanna love you , I dont wanna miss you . All I want is you to smileeeeeeee at me , that's all . (: .

Sometimes , I'm totally tired about some things that

I couldn't even bother wad i'm trying to do...

2007-09-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hey , my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. !

Blah, today I went school ! :DDD
Yesterday I sleep from 6 pm all the way to 6.45 am . !

Muahahahs . && I went to school !

Wasn't planning to go as my head hurts like fuck.

Roarh. && I receive a orange skinnie from some kind souls . ((:

Seems like nowadays alot people very rich uh . LOL .

Blah , I went to eat after schooooooooool with lingggg . Yummy yummy , winks.

Ehhhh , & was going home saw gilynna . (:

She was like , waving at me . LOl .

Like never see me before , -_-.

I think she at class see until dont wanna see liao . -_-

blah , so we sitted and talked awhile . (:

Ehhhhh , I let them see the video . :D

Didn't dare to let them take my phone , as I'm afraid they shouted & throw my phone.

LOL . Blah, & the video is about cutting people brain & stuff , plus cutting people cock ? LOL .

But the video is thrilling luh . :DD

Okay, so I went home with lingggggggg.

&& I think I saw Liling ? LOL .

Didn't bother also , cause in a hurry to go home .

Muahahah, so here I am to blogggggggg .

Some kind souls , please tell me should I work ? ):

Totally shag. Had been thinking about the question whole day.
I think I fan ' JOJO ?

Keeping nagging at her should I work or not . LOL .

Ehhhh , I tell her while I was working ,

I hope got ppl fetch me home & buy me stuffs eat while fetching me ?

LOL . & I hoped to receive 12 roses & have a cute bear in betweeeeeeeeen .

Lame luh , I also donno wad i'm trying to tell her .

Could see that she thinks i'm a little nuts ? I guess so.

I wish I have a boyfriend , its been so long since I receive roses .

Last was from ,,,,, my precious hubby spider?! (:

Lol , lame luh. starting to miss him too . :DD

He went to damn malaysia for so fucking long .

Didn't saw him for two weeks le , I misss hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim . ):

&& people , spider aint wad my boyfriend.

His a gooooooooooood friend of mine ., :DD

My real brotherrrrrrrrrr ! -_-

Blah, I'm so stress , so many things has been happening .

I hate to see him & her .

ROAAAAAAAAAAAR . Sis told me that she delibrately hugged him when I walk pass them ?

Wtf , I dont even bother to look at him . Shitty, & no matter she acts how much infront of me ,

I dont even bother to be bothered. It's like , they're together ,

What for I'm interfering ? So damn it luh , & I told sis I congrat her ?

Sis was like , WTF ? why I am congratulate her.

& kept telling me so many stuffs.

Next week school is bringing us to Zoo ?

Mother fuck , I really dont know should I go or not .

I really dont wish to go to those places which holds alot of memories.

&& totally is like ,,,,,,,,,, god damn it .

When i'm always down , I hate people to looooook at me . ):

BOOOO , someone help me luh .

Or maybe I'll pon school on that day .

I really dont wish to hold or recap any memories of us .

And hey darling , I miss you so much .

I miss the past you , & not the now you . ):

2007-09-11T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooo! :O
I'm so bored that I came blogging again . WHUAHAHAH . :D
I've changed my blog song , so which should I use ?
ROARH .! && just now I talked to Jerrold . ((:
&& I put this above picture medicine at my ulcer.
You know what happen ? I cried . ):
It's like , so fucking paiiiiiiiiiiiiin . I just wonder why those small babies tahan.
ROARH. Nevermind , tmr is schooling again ! winks.
I dont need to swim swim swim . Congratulate me . (:
Oh ya , some kind souls bought me a orange skinnies . ;D
Winks winks. ehhhhhhhhhh, I'm tireeeeeeed .
I wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeep . Whuahahah .
Take care , cuties . <3333

2007-09-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

Hello ! I'm inside the lift while you're outsid . :D

Behind the beautiful smile.

Hey hunkks &&& beauties ! (:

I went to school yesterday ! Currently I'm at home.

Cause my mouth gotten ulcer . );

I went to seeee doctor . (:

Have fever , cold , very heaty . Blah blah.

I went interview yesterday . :DDD

&& I've gotten the job. Hahah.

Great ! & I'm working this friday .

I hope that guy treats me well . LOL .

Actually couldn't get the job, I think that guy assistant help me . (:

Hahah ! But sadly I dont work at the same place as him . );

Think I'm gonna be soooooooooo lonely le luh.

ROARH. Okay, my ulcer is like hurting me to hell.

Damn it,,,,,,,, Went see doctor with Jolene already , ate breakfast at mac . :DDD

Ehhhhh, i treated her . So good of me . ;x

Went back home , I saw Kenny ! :DDDDDDD

That guy who live above above me . xD

Didn't saw him very long ,

& just now i'm playing my phone ? He blocked my way.

I was like , damn . Which person blocked me ?

&& look up , it was Kennnnnnnnnny ! :DDDD

Below was our conversation :

Kenny : Si kuku , walk always never look up . Find money sibo ?

Jiaxin : Whad kuku ?! I complain to your dad ue bully me ar ! No luh, see got gold anot . :D

Kenny : Wadeveeeeeeeeeeeer. Dont play phone , look up && walk properly . Always like that one .

Jiaxin : ORH . ):

Kenny : Gooooooooood. Later I than msg ue , I going to workkkkkkkk.

Jiaxin : Okay , bye grandpa .

Kenny :( Lanjiao bin )

Blah, in the past we was like , close ?

But , tadahhhhhhhs. People change when they gets older . (:

&& I realise something . Everbody kepts scolding me . ):

Cause I cross the road lik the road is my dads de ? ;(

Blah, forget it . &&& people , I think I'm closing my tagboard.

Cause I'm working & I'm afraid this blog will rot.

Blah, Wish me good luck for this friday . :)

Oh yes people , drink loads of water okay !

Dont get ulcer like me . Its so xinkuuuuuuuuuu. ):

Okay, take care. Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

2007-09-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

It seems I'm a little tired...

If only , I could have you .

Hey , hunks && beauties ! I went out alone on Saturday . ((:

Took a cabby from my house to far east .

A little crazy , I know . && i'm so happy going out alone.

Winks , called blahsboom , viona . :D

Went to her shop && find her at bugis .

Cabbed from town to bugis . Hohos.

When going up the escalator , Receive a big call from Viona .

She want ,,,, PANADOOOOL !

Okay , she's alittle sick.&& I run the whole bugis .

Can ue imagine I'm like wearing 8 cm high heels ?!

&& I'm running all around . x(

Blah , as 7eleven panadol is out of stock , I run the whole bugis.

Gosh. God has been so greaaaaaaaaaaaaat.

I asked that cute guy who works at bugiiiiiiiis .

Luckily he have .x) . && like when I'm walking up the staircase,

1 group of guys took number from me ?

LOL . I just said , no thanks . :DDDD

Okay , gave viona pandadols . && I put my couch at her shop

& went to shoppppp.Okay, her dad bought us food .

Yummmmmmmmmy . :DDDSo around ,,, err . 8 plus ?

There's two guys kept walking infront of our shop.

So , ROARHHHHHH. Than Viona went to toilet .

&& I quickly throw the big rubbish which cutie Viona caused .

:DNeed to run , cause uh... Shop nobody tends to !

So the two guys like ? running after me . LOL .

1 of them said ' xiao jie , can take number from ue ma ? '

I was like ' -__- , wait uh , ( walks v.fast back to the shop ) .'

So they followed && gave them the no lor.

OKAY , SKIP THIS NUMBER PART ,

10 o'clock , viona dad fetch her home .

&& fetch me home too . :DDD

But I went to find cousin . && cousin dad took me to geylang eat with cousin !

HOHO. Okay , forget about saturday .

Okay , tmr I'll write more . Gotta go , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3

OH YAAAAAAA ! I STILL HAVE ALOT OF PICTURES ! ;D

But people , please tell me should I blog it ? ):Okay , really gotta go . LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES .

2007-09-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

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Hellos , hunks & beauties ! :DDD
I'm so lazye to bloggggg nowadays.
ROARH ROARH ROARHHHHH.
I have so many pictures , & i'm lazy to post it all up .
Hahah . Woke up in the morning ,
&& my head was spinning like fuckkkkkkkk.
I'm waiting for my precious auntie jiajia to call me.
ROarhhhhhh. Has been going out for everyday .
Damn damn , I only stay at home on sunday ?
I guess so . Past two days was my real mummy birthday.
Had dinner , i forks out 100 plus while my sister forks out 300 plus.
Okay, next year luckily I have a brother to support .
If not me & sis really can jump off. Lols.
Daddy birthday in 2 months time . );
AGAIN , my wallet gonna broke a hole.
But I think sister boyfriend pay my part .
Hehes . I wanna go bukit panjanggggggggggggg.
Roarh. Okay , I wanna sleep already .
Take care peeps , <3>

2007-09-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

Jealousy Is Always A Very Natural Thing .
Beautiful Saturday .

Okay , I woke up around 9 plus AM .

&& I didn't see Norman blasting my phone ,

So I went back to sleep . (:

Woke up around 1 . && saw so many ppl blasting .

93 missed calls 22 messages .

Pro luh , opppppppps. Quickly went to bathe && stuffs.

Left house around 3 ? (;

Left the house & I just reach downstairs , it rained heavily . );

No choice , I took a cab from my house to tpy .

Met them at interchange , cause they're scared I was drenched .

Take TUAS way to tpy . Reach there around 20 mins time .

&& my cab fare cause a big bomb .

I seriously hates spending money on cabby . ROAR ROAR ROAR.

Hmmmm , reach there , saw boyster & co.

Talk abit & went to underground shop to eat . :DDD

Yummy yummg , than jiajia came . I didn't talk much too , donno why .

So left the place than headed to East Coast ! <333

I & JF cycle while jiajia & norman roller blade .

Sucks like hell . Cause it seems im the worst among the group . LOL !

Never mind , just playing fun of cas ! :D

Just past 1 hour while playing , jiajia && norman kept complaining their leg pain . LOl!

Cycle non-stop , I was having so much fun .

Seeing ppl falls down make me laugh . ;x

Especially Norman falls , cause I and JF was talking ,

& norman was infront of us & ' AHHHHHH , AHHHHH , BOOOOOOOOOOOM ' .

We're laughing so badly lah , ;x .

Okay , after cycling & blading , we went MAC & eat !

Yummy , yummy . I like ! (:

Talk so many craps , && naughty jiajia went lisiao JF .

Blah , so I suan jiajia back . In the end , among we four .

JIAXIN IS THE WINNER ! ^^ .

okay , eaten & crap finish , went to sea side && sit for awhile ...

After that walk to donno where & donno where .

All missing . LOLS . Then four of us took a bus to tpy .(:

Slack & talk at CRC .

After that went to lorong 5 to eat . I like i LOVE !

Saw jiajia ex , && they kept turning & look looK LOOOOK .

okay forget it , around 1 plus , sent jiajia back home.

After that walk back to kk .

Than norman went home , talk with JF awhile ,

I took a cabby home .

He donno go where also , never mind .

Reach home around 3 plus , roarh.

Played awhile of comp , chit chat .

Arguing with a guy . FUNNY UH ? (:

&& kept saying I disturb him , wad a funny joke !

Forget it , still say I scold his parents .

GOSH , know me de ppl surely knows I talk , wont talk until parents side .

Blah , forget it . His saying his parents wad .

I still have the conversation ! HAHAH .

&& he claims his PAI KIA . && WANNA SUE ME .

Okay , I was thinking PAI KIA SUEING SOMEONE .

oppppppppps , no offence . :D

Okay , forget it . Sleep around 5 plus .

Blah , I'm super tireeeeeeeeeeed . );

Beautiful Sunny Sunday .
Woke up around 5 plus in the afternoon ,

was so tireeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

Didn't went out for the whole day also luh .
Was lying on the bed && watching tv plus eat eaT EAT !

Gonna be a pig soon .

So I went onlining && blogging ! :DDD

I couldn't went to friendster . Donno why . ):

Tmr going to tpy AGAIN to meet jiajia .

Shitty right ? I almost everday went there ! ):

Forget it , tmr im going there to study studY STUDY !

I got a very good result for CA2 . (:

But but math fail luh ! 12 ONLY . );

But donno why im still so happy . Laughs.

I wanna pass my science !~ PASS PLEASE . >,<

Hmmmm , tues not going where .

Cause jiajia meeting her bf also . ROARRRR.

Think meet bf on tues also ba .

SHe have BF I also have ! lol loL LOL ! -_-

blahs , long blog right ? ;x .

Geeees , I'M SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPY LUH ! (:

If work is always so important for ue ,

why born me to this world ?

Dont say its accident have me,

If its accident , I rather you abort me away 15 years ago...

Or you want me to talk like cousin talking to auntie ?

You're forcing me to say ' i'll never call you mummy again '.

Or ' even I have you this mother , i'll pretend i dont have ' .

So you want me to say it this way uh ?

Forget it man , if having jie is so important ,

why born me & bro in this world ?

I rather you abort us . (:

Coool aint it ? Just now kept talking to me , I one fuck also didn't say .

You know why ?

I talk , you nag . I didn't talk , you say I deaf .

Both ways also kanna nag , I rather I shudup . (:

Blah , anything ue say too .

Bye-bye !

2007-08-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

A very very very long picture.

My heart

Okay , yesterday cabbed home from school .

Played computer awhile , & bro came back home.

He wanna play comp , so okay lor . :DDD

Went to lie on the bed && listening my heart .

Geeees, after that donno why I fall asleep .

Woke up at about 6 plus in today morning .

It was like ' ohhhhh fuck it ' .

Never mind , was lazy to attend school .

So went back to sleep . LOL ! . Than woke up around 10 plus .

&& here I am to post !

Hahah , okay , I remember when I woke up around 6 plus ,

I msg jiajia sister ! Something happen luh ,

&& was so fucking dulan . Wadever , he didn't go better .

He got go , problem come out . LOL !

Okay , Later will be meeting jiajia . :DDDDDDD

Like donno how long didn't go out for me le . LOLS .

Cause been busy last week . Blah , okay .

I'm going back to bed already . So tired luh , roar .

Take much care , loves .

2007-08-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

Before The Kiss Starts .
Hellos hunks & beauties ! :D

Okay , I've already remove my tagboard . Exactly like wad sis says . [=

Having tagboard is troublesome . Alas , anything it says .

I've already makeup my mind to remove it .

Okay , today I went school !;DDDDDDDDDDD

Was actually planning to pon PE lesson .

In the end , I went ! HAHAH .
Roarh, okay ! Today I didn't get any sleep at ALL .

Previous day couldn't sleep at all . Kept tosing around .

Dont know whads the fuck i'm doing also . ROAR ! .

Okay , forget it . After school , went eat . :DDDDDD

Gees , after that here I am to post ! HOHO .

Think I'm heading to bed after this post .

Pray that I do well for my oral this coming wed ! );

Okay , I've not really much to say . BYEEEEEEEEEEEE !

2007-08-28T03:52:00.000-07:00

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands
.Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

A Minute To Go Waste .

Hey , hunks & beauty . I'm back ! [; .
Hurhurs . Wasn't blogging like millions years alrdy .
Blahs, finally today got people came & make . hohos .
Anyway , life is still the same for me ! (: . Oh ya !
People , I didn't MIA ! =/ , && I didn't change phone luh !
All the photos was taken using Jiajia phone . hehs hehs .
Anyway , actually today going first tpy school to fetch the king up .
But I overslept! hahah . :DDD . So yup , change to thursday i think !
Tmr I'm going to watch secret ! Damn fucked up , past few times actually watch secret ,
but didn't ! ); . Always end up watching those weird weird shows . LOL !
Actually not weird la , is i dont want watch . ;x .
Anyway , today no school ! Cause its a speech day ! wheeeeeeeeees !
So ya , fri got performace till 10.3o & finish school ! HOHOS !
Next week no schooling . oh my god , i'm going crazy alrdy . GEES .
Just now went to rent a few movie , nice nice ! :D
Had no ic , & no choice . I called my real jie for help .
Blahs , she came down & rent movies for me . whheees !
Okay okay . Schools tmr again ! ROAR . Confirm damn bored . );
I'm going to download games already , take care , peeps !
Much loves .

More than just a kiss .
Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name,
and someone asked if I knew you.
Looking away, I thought of all the times we had together,
sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more,
and then with out an explanation you were gone.
I looked to where they were waiting for an answer,
and then said softly 'once... I thought I did.